Tuesday, October 12, 2010

I'm tired

I’m tired. I’m tired of living without you and I’m sick  of being strong. I can’t do this anymore it’s too hard, it hurts too much. I am dead on the inside, so why am I still breathing? I so badly wish that I could die from this broken heart of mine ... if only grief was an illness that could kill me. How am I still here without you by my side? It makes no sense. I need you now more than ever, yet we are father apart than we’ve ever been. I want to be wherever you are. I don’t belong in this world anymore. My home is with you babe. I miss you. I love you. I need you.

1 comment:

  1. I am your newest follower! I am not sure how I came across your blog. I wanted to tell you that I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying for you Lacey! I have no idea what you are going through and I am not one of those people that will say they do when they don't but I want to say if you ever need anyone to talk to I am here for you my new friend... Your story is breaking my heart and my heart goes out to you. I am not sure I could be as strong as you are. May God bless you!